Downward spiral

It has been one the hardest times coming back and making new plans.

1.) I was invited to go to Milan Italy for a week to go to a trade show. As a result i guess i never was invited because they left without letting me know.

2.) I just had a 4 week holiday back home and now again there is a holiday here where everyone dissapears for a week.

3.) I am not enjoying teaching english full time anymore. I need to find a better job that is more exciting and pays better.

4.) I thought i met a nice chinese girl but it turned out she just played me.

5.) Lastly, i have received some Chinese counterfeit money from some taxi's. I will take it and report it to the police.

I feel like a hornet's nest just stung me in the back. I like this city because i have a lot of good friends here. I don't really want to leave and start over making new relationships unless i have to in another city. I am just fet up of the feeling of not acheiving.

The good news is:

1.) My place where i stay is great,
2.) There are some good business opportunities here that i am looking at.
3.) Despite the roughest week here, it would be rougher back home anyways.
4.) I am know speaking and learning chinese, i caught the pattern of it and i like it.

Rob.