A Very Long Frustrating Struggle

I can almost finally say that this year 2006 has been the worst year of my entire life.
Teaching English can only save me enough to get me an airfare ticket to go home. Then you go home and your family does nothing but cut you down with slandering comments.

Then i get tired of teaching for peanuts so i look for the best business deal to get ahead and have some freedom. I worked with and became friends with some French people after 7 months. Then i join them in on a foreign trade deal. It has been taking forever to get my money return. All these plans that never work out. They still tell me that in a few days i will get my money return. I am sick and tired of hearing that story.

So now, i am in the biggest debt of my life, $6,000usd because i took a risk to get more ahead. What a wonderful Christmas it is going to be with my father and sister in China for a tour. All they're going to do is remind me of my debt over and over again.

All i can do now is try and get a high salary job here and make a monthly payment plan to decrease my debt. I will not go back home, because it's just a bigger black hole for me. There still is a chance that i will get money back this week coming. Hope for the best and prepare for the worse.